Haven’t been on here in ages, but it’s a good thing, in a way.

I’ve finally found something that I feel I’m genuinely good at and that passionate about. I hated watching all my friends show everyone what they were good at, and I would have nothing. What was I good at? I’m fucking bossy. It was embarrassing, I felt useless. Drums is the best thing I’ve ever done for myself. It’s something I want to work for, I feel confident with people now, I mean, I’m still awkward and get nervous around people, but now I’m able to get past that and fake it. I feel like I have a talent and I’m not just some vegetable. It’s nice.

There’s no point on working on something like this, when nobody really cares about it. Including myself.